May 2012
16 posts
i like you, okay?
i like you because whether you know it or not, you make me laugh and warm my cold, cold heart. because you’re passionate. because you give me confidence in myself and in such a short period of time, i feel like i can let my guard down around you.
so i’m really hoping that you, of all people, don’t blow it. because the second i begin questioning you, i’m going to lose...
17 hours later
one of the craziest impulse decisions i’ve made in a while. i don’t know what’s going to happen now, but it was totally worth it.
you’re all exactly the same. same shit every goddamn time. i really am better off by myself.
i have nowhere else to say this but here, so here...
please stop trying so much. i can guarantee you that whatever you’re looking for, it’s not going to be with me. so please please please just take a step back and let me be on my own. trust me, you can’t change the way i feel about anything.
April 2012
16 posts
for the next (and last) two weeks of my undergraduate career, i finally have no responsibilities or commitments to anything other than school and school alone. but i wish people would realize that and stop coming to me for things that are so far behind me now.
i hope you realize
i hope you realize that you made me really bitter for a very long time, and that you’re full of shit, and that you trying to be cute and sending me a message at 3 am isn’t going to work anymore.
“if i love you it means we share the same fantasies, the same madnesses.”
– anais nin
why is everything happening at once...
exactly one more month and everything will be said and done. time to make it count.
i don’t know what you were expecting, but i’m sorry i can’t (won’t) be the person to make that happen for you.
in addition,
the best way to completely end all communication with someone is to not respond to their text messages. look at how wonderfully that turned out for us.
March 2012
18 posts
i want someone that i can recreate the "we found...
Friend: On a scale of 1 to 10, how obsessed are you with Harry Potter?
Me: Nine and three quarters
Friend:
“I don’t believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never...”
– Angelina Jolie (via kari-shma)
so far gone
you’re so far gone and i’m so SO far done with it.
note to self.
be strong. take a deep breath. don’t linger on things that have already happened. don’t feel so alone when you’re surrounded by people who care about you. don’t make impossible expectations for yourself, the resulting disappointment is so much worse. don’t wait around for something that isn’t waiting around for you. be thankful. keep going.
now you're just somebody that i used to know
“Humans are the only animal that blushes, laughs, has religion, wages war, and...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via quote-book)
